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6.20.2011

Dear Diary // The Interview

Interview 7.20.2011
Today I had an interview at [Job Company Name], for the position of Administrative Assistant.
Can I tell you how long its been since I've had an interview? I've been applying for jobs since January with little to no bites and lots of rejection letters, and finally the same day I apply for a job, I get a call for an interview.

That has never happened.

To say I was excited was an understatement, but at the same time I was nervous. This would be a full-time position! Life is about to go from slow to 90MPH. My free time is going to go way down, if they aren't "cool" with my service dog in training, I may have to give him up. Can I do that? Is this job really worth it?

God I've got to quit worrying and start trusting.
And with that thought I went to sleep.

The interview went smoothly, I felt I answered all their questions in an honest and clear manner, and not just in a way they wanted to hear. I know sometimes its easy to know the "right" answer and not feel it, but this time I knew each answer was echoed inside of me.

However as they asked if I had more questions, I knew I had to ask the "service dog question". I'll admit I was encouraged by the sign welcoming service dogs on the front door; but when I broached the questions, both interviewers looked a little taken aback.

"Would that be a deal breaker if that wasn't a possibly?"

Not Necessarily No.

I felt confident in that answer and their response.

My mom on the other hand felt otherwise.

"How could you even give them the idea that you might not except the job?!"

Because I don't lie, and it would have been a lie for me to say that not being able to have David with me wouldn't have given me pause. That doesn't mean I can't and won't except the position, but I've only had him for five months and to give him up now WILL be heart breaking.

Now I'm concerned that perhaps they took in the same way my mom did, and my mind is running all over the place. Did I just ruin my chances at this job? Should I have just kept quiet?

No, I've kept quiet before and look where that's got me. [nowhere if you were wondering] Struggling to work my puppy raising around my job. Its not fun, or easy. But its worth it.

Not only that but leaving my current job will.be.hard. I love my co-workers and even the worst of days have been a lot less that some places I've been too.

We shall see..


erin leigh

4.12.2011

Daily Randomness By Erin

  • Lebron James has an animation series!?!? #randomthingsfoundonYouTube 
  • Rob just dumped his water bowl on the carpet. Thanks little dude. 
  • Still recovering from my "wild" weekend of gardening. #aching 
  • I'm probably about to do something I'll regret. 
  • Ok so I decided to NOT do the thing I would probably have regretted later. 
  • Cause they are! RT @aThumper Everything is changing. People are taking the comedians seriously and they consider the politicians as a joke. 
  •  RT @GuidePupRob twitpic.com/4jpywc - all this training stuff sure tires a guy out! 
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4.10.2011

From Twitter

Randomosity.
  • RT @oceandreams4u: Blog for you, and blog to make a difference. Don't blog for #followers, blog for #relationships and making a differen ...
  • Ok Fine. Going to bed. Cause you all needed to know that.
  • Raking flower beds #weekend
  • Soo my dear @TexasTheDoxie is only reactive when I'm with him. With my roommate or family members he's fine. Me he's psycho dog. Thoughts?
  • HELP!! I'm stuck with talkative parents. (@ Office Max) http://picplz.com/Qn9n
  • Went car "looking". Said car was sold, and had been for two weeks. #bummer
  • Found recent clips of CM. Whhhy am I doing this to myself? #cringing
  • NM I'm doing it so I know what I'm dealing with when people praise him.
  • Sooo intimidation without communication is the key to these episodes. #gah
  • Need to bring down the blood pressure. #deepbreaths Ice cream anyone?
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4.08.2011

From Twitter 04-07-2011

Words of Wisdom for the Day:
  • Mann! Why is after 12am already!? waaah.
  • Off to botch another test!! #optimism
  • Going to attempt burgers for dinner tonight. Its like one of the few things I can't make right it seems.
  • I think I've found the secret to great burgers....not using ground beef!!
  • Scrubbed my kitchen from top to bottom. Still have a chapter of math to study. not to mention my bathroom to clean, clothes to fold...#tired
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4.07.2011

From Twitter 04-06-2011

  • Spent some time cuddling with my puppies before work. Had to pry myself out of the pile and make myself go to work.
  • Also I want a Dr.Pepper #30daystillcaffeine #thiswaterdoesnotcutit
  • Ha. Rob just wagged his tail in his sleep.. #amused #boredinclass
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4.04.2011

From Twitter 04-03-2011



  • Sunshine takes my laziness to another level.
  • RT @DRUNKHULK: FOOL AND THEY MONEY SOON PART! AS PROVE BY ALL PEOPLE WHO PAY SEE CHARLIE SHEEN LIVE SHOW!
  • I've got to just sit down and start assigning ringtones to different people so I know whose calling without picking up my phone. #avoidance
  • Puppy just destroyed library book # 2 #deepbreaths
  • I will take the blame for this destruction, I should have put pup in a secure room, but I was distracted by a friend who stopped. #excuses
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4.03.2011

From Twitter 04-02-2011


Randomness to the 'nth degree
  • Taking a break from doing laundry and cleaning my refrigerator.
  • The fun I have on weekends is ..... something. I just can't think of the word at the moment
  • Soooooo tired.
  • I think I'm going to abstain from caffeine for the next month. Haven't had a good nights rest in months!
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12.01.2010

One Word...

One word to describe the year Two Thousand and Ten.

Stress.

I think I knew from the first day of January, this year had the potential to be a "toughie." Over the last...shall we say, 21 years, I've learned to trust my gut feelings about some things, and I just KNEW something was not right.
I'd had such high hopes for this year too. I made the difficult decision to quit my second job, in order to relieve some of the drama and stress in my life, as well as go back to school full-time, starting a new major.

However, quitting that job was not an easy task. My boss was very difficult to work with, and she had me doing two people's job at once...getting all that work delegated to other people was a chore. A big chore. Add a brand new 9 week old puppy, that I'd volunteered to raise for the Guide Dog Foundation. Yes, I'd planned on getting another puppy, but.... I didn't plan on it coming a week after I'd hinted about wanting another pup.

Then top that with a $5,000 tuition bill from the school, since I hadn't lived "in-state" for two years. Oh! And lets not forget the teacher who was determined to make my life as difficult as possible while we're at it.

Is anyone depressed now?

Life really didn't get much better, as the year progressed.. I was paying out much more than I was bringing in, the school's financial aid system was sending me through the ringer, and the billing center at the college, kept harassing me, about payments that I could.not.afford...to the point I was about to break down.

Summer saw me fostering a "demon dog" determined to make my life and my dogs lives miserable. Which she succeeded in doing. My roommate even moved out during this time, and left me to deal with her by myself. She didn't do it on purpose I know, but explain that too my sleep, and stressed out brain. We finally found her a home, and life started looking up............

The Fall semester started ok, but progressively got worst, as once again the financial aid office, dropped the money noose around my neck by only paying $350 towards my school. Thanks guys! That'll cover...one book...maybe two.

And we'll not mention the near loss of my driver's license, $200 in court fees, drama, not to mention the invasion of some annoying, extremely hard to get rid of pest in my home, that nearly sent me over the edge.

Some how, I'm still alive through it all. Thank you God.

However, words cannot describe the feelings I get when thinking about December 31, 2010.

I can only get better from here..right?

So my word for 2011 is simple:

Puppies. 
I picked that word, because that's the only "sure" thing, besides the fact that God is in control here, that I know about next year, I refuse to dwell on all the uncertainties that will carry over from 2010.

~ Erin 

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5.31.2010

Daily Thoughts

The random ramblings of me in 140 characters.....
  • Just took my 19th mugshot! www.dailymugshot.com/main/show/46860
  • Wishing I got the whole day off,but you know its only four hours...I'm not really complaining
  • Scrubbing my ....dads...car within an inch of its life.
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5.30.2010

Daily Thoughts

The random ramblings of me in 140 characters.....
  • Working.....
  • I have looked through so many peoples bags today its not even funny
  • Working Destination Imagination closing ceremonies..I am sitting way too close to the fireworks.
  • So many people feeling slightly claustraphobic
  • 1:35AM got home from DI about 15 minutes ago. I am tired, but tottally ...stoked that I got 13 hours of overtime in. God knew I needed it!!!
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5.28.2010

Daily Thoughts

The random ramblings of me in 140 characters.....
  • Working overtime....
  • Apparently some kid jump off the parking garage last night thinking there was ground on the other side. There was 40 ft below.
  • So our illustrious news team is not telling the public, the kid jumped over the 4 ft high walls on the pedestrian bridge. Just that he fell.
  • I have not gone to bed before 3am this entire week. Whats up with that? #fb
  • Bubbles is freaking out about the storm.
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5.25.2010

Its Weird...

...To click on your blog and see it has been posting things without your knowledge!!! Looks like I need to go check my Twitter settings!

5.24.2010

Daily Thoughts

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5.22.2010

Daily Thoughts

The random ramblings of me in 140 characters.....
  •  My latest recipe attempt Stove Cheddar Mac & Cheese bit.ly/awgyie {Don't know if I like it so much}
  •  Keep forgetting I have another Grad in #avl tomorrow! 
  •  Just took my 17th mugshot! www.dailymugshot.com/main/show/46860 
  •  Dear Mazda, Zoom.Zoom Forever is a dumb tag line. Thanks, FYI 
  •  Dear Neighbors, if your music is so loud I can hear it inside my house, then you need to turn it down.
  • There is something wrong with this photo...apparently I need to turn around more often twitgoo.com/wpbmb 
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    5.21.2010

    Daily Thoughts

    The random ramblings of me in 140 characters.....
    • Just took my 16th mugshot! www.dailymugshot.com/main/show/46860 
    • $25 Itunes Giveaway from @LNTereshkow ! Check it out here: bit.ly/b0zRn2
    • THere were four in the bed and the human said..roll over roll. Over ....and nothing happened.
    • Headed out with Pompei for shopping/working trip.
    • Pomp is always excited to go shoppi ng until we actually start.
    • How can I never spend less. Than $50 at walmart ?
    • This is what you call a tired puppy. twitgoo.com/wmlo8 
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    2.26.2010

    Its Friday! Thank God.

    Random Ramblings of Me in a lot more than 140 characters...
    {Is it the weekend yet? No?}

    {Well wake me up when it is!}
    • I had to set my twitter account back to private. Yeah I was kind of fun to keep track of what all I've tweeted throughout the day, but all the porn and spam bots I was getting, just isn't my cup of tea. 
    • My refrigerator has stopped working, and its really bumming me out. It'll be next week until I can get something done with it...until then I guess I'll have to put stuff in my parents fridge and hop its there when I can get it...(family member male: Hey! whose pizza rolls are these? Family member that-didn't-get-the-memo: I don't know. Family member male, proceeds to eat them..all. probably.)
    • Week of the wacky schedule is over, and I am soooo glad. oh geez. Switched back to my old supervisor, drove all.over.town. Every single day. A couple of days, I've come home and had to lay day for about 30 minutes, before proceeding with my evening. And who knows how much caffinene I've consumed. 
    • My teachers have been ridiculously slow about grading our work, so I was happy to get two grades back this week. Both A's I think!!! Woooot!!! Alas I still have two exams, a report, and a paper to finish before the nights over. (hence why I'm on here) 
    • My theater class will be the death of me. I hate it. With a PASSION. (To those majoring in theatre more power too you, but please understand as a photography major, I don't feel that this is doing me much good you see..) I don't care what the Greek Theatre look like, and I certainly don't want to pretend I'm there and right a story about it!!!!
    • I want to start my career. I am tired of working part time jobs, bouncing here and there, worried that my position may not be needed. Yet at the same time, I’m not ready to give up the flexibility of part time. But then I think of the money I could be making if I worked full time........but with school....*sigh*
      I have been at current job for about 7.5 months now, so far my job “average” has been about 8 months, either due to me finding a better position, or other circumstances.
      I was extremely proud of myself for lasting a entire 11 months at my last job….
      I don't dislike my current job, I just wish I felt like I was needed, in a bigger part. Iono 
    •  Stupid Weather changes, have really messed with my sinus/allergies/whatever, I don't care what you call them, but they are making me miserable.
    Ok my head is now clear of all thses thoughts, and I can go finish studying.... 

    AT least that's what I tell myself. :)

    2.24.2010

    Daily Thoughts

    The random ramblings of me in 140 characters.....
    • 18:53 @c_for_chaos how can you say that!?! lol. #
    • 18:55 Thinking about purchasing a car seat for the dachshunds any suggestions? #
    • 19:03 Worked on the doxies not barking @ knocking sounds. Was surprised how quick Bubbles 9yo realized I wanted her to be quiet. #
    • 19:04 Normally shes the "Why can't you just give me the treat, instead of making me do stuff" dog. While @TexasthteDoxie is my whatchawantmom dog #
    • 20:00 Aaah check out these very cute camera straps! sheyb.bigcartel.com/ #
    • 14:01 Guy attempts to come in a library with just a jump rope around his dog's neck. Are you really going to claim he's a service dog? Really?? #
    • 14:06 @smartdogu Yeah, I've had to use purse or bags straps before, but will normally keep extra leashes in the car. :)) But always had a vest #
    • < em>15:07 Surprise, surprise! Jump rope Service Dog was a fake. "I'm training him for my depression" *sigh* #
    • 15:09 Oh and yes I do know there are people, who self train their service dogs. So yeah. #
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    2.21.2010

    Daily Thoughts

    The random ramblings of me in 140 characters.....
    • 21:13 Just realized I have Midnight's BC number..need to get up my nerve and call. I miss that dog still so much. #
    • 21:14 Midnight was the third puppy I raised as a guide dog, she was chosen as a breeder last Jan..? #
    • 21:15 Survival mechanism has been not to think about her much, so don't realize how much i miss her. #
    • 11:32 @kimhalligan1 Pompei is the fourth pup, 1st didn't make it,2nd is a guide,3rd is a breeder and then Pompei :) #
    • 11:33 @LeaderDogMom well that's cool! #
    • 11:34 @the_KaraSchultz lol I'm just glad he didn't try to eat it! #
    • 11:36 @TheSophDog he was definitely miffed by my reaction ;) #
    • 12:23 @kimhalligan1 it is sad but we can always get another! :) #
    • 12:30 @kimhalligan1 exactly. My orig idea 4 raising was 2 have a big dog w/o the long term responsibility or expenses. Now I just love it :) #
    • 12:43 @barrie I have one but you can't have her. LOL! #
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    2.20.2010

    Daily Thoughts

    The random ramblings of me in 140 characters.....
    • 11:08 @kimhalligan1 LOL I think it was a mouse...though I didn't look hard enough #
    • 11:16 The puppers love going out on the porch and sunning themselves #
    • 11:17 I think I've probably washed every single dog bed in my house as of today. Gotta love puppies. Needless to say they've been washed & removed #
    • 11:17 The weather is sooooo pretty today, think I'll wear flips flops as I run my errands #
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    2.19.2010

    Daily Thoughts

    The random ramblings of me in 140 characters.....
    • 10:47 Happy International Puppy Raiser day! Tore up my room looking for my shirt this morning. #
    • 12:06 @LeaderDogMom Wow! Good luck to her!! Will you be raising another? #
    • 12:08 @K9_Kirsty twitpic.com/1453ej - Such a Cutie! #
    • 12:09 @K9_Kirsty Lol yep! puppyraisingshirtday.webs.com/ #
    • 13:54 Suuuunnshiiiinnnnnneeee!!! #
    • 15:0 4 I love how we communicate through email subject lines around here. #
    • 16:02 Studying outside while the dogs play in the yard. Loving this weather!! #
    • 16:08 Texas has decided that Natural Balance is better than Wellness and is refusing to eat his food, and trying to eat Pompei's #
    • 16:20 I knew when I saw @GuidePupPompei running joyously towards me that he had found something dead. #gag BUt it has been disposed of. #gag #gag #
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