Showing posts with label pms. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pms. Show all posts

3.18.2010

Working Hard? or Hardly Working...?

Barely dragged myself out of bed this morning.
I do mean barely.
I was considering skipping class today, until I realized.
I don't have class on Thursdays!
Work. I work..yeah ok...zzzzz

-11:30am- 
I'm sure this a great day.
But all I know is that I'm tired, hungry, bogged down, a little stressed, not quite depressed, and feeling like I'm about to cry.
Normally I get about 5-6 hours of sleep.
This week it was probably about 3-4.
(Don't ask how I'm doing that math, but I'm pretty sure I'm getting less sleep)
Stupid Time Change. 
And I've ran out of steam.
No amount of caffeine is going to keep me going today.
I want to go back home and crawl into bed.
I am soooooo tempted to skip class tomorrow.
You do not know how tempted I am.
But not missed a day yet.
Granted I think my sanity qualifies as an emergency situation. Into where I can still make my goal of "Not missing class for non-emergency reasons. {See #68. On 101 n 1001 Goals}


-3:00PM-
Ok Getting some lunch definatly improved my mental outlook on life.
Even if I found out I only had $2 left to my name.  
Thank God for Dollar Menus.
Do I want to go to class tomorrow? Nope.
oh..and THE SUN IS SHINING!!!!!

-3:58PM-
I wanted to go to Wilderwood's Graduation Celebration, tomorrow night, but my mom needs the car. Truthfully I was indecisive as to weather i was going or not... (how awkward is it to go back to a place you quit??)
But I miss getting to meet the families our service dogs go to, and work with them in handling their new dog..
Its killing me not to be a part.
But it was defiantly the best decision to not work 2 jobs (40 hours a week) take 12 credit hours of school, and care for 3 or 4 dogs.
Though at the same token I miss having more than three dogs.
From May - January I had no less than four dogs in my home.
I feel lazy with only three.
Wonder if I can convince roomie to "adopt" a dog for me.
hee hee 

-4:06pm-
T- Minus 1 hour till go time..
My eyes are leaking. A lot.
No I'm not crying.
When you are almost constantly yawning...your eyes water.
That's my story and I'm sticking too it.

-4:37pm - 
*Girl watches co-workers leave, and starts putting away things, and filling out her time sheet, cause she won't be back to Monday baby! Woo!*
Man what a weird emotion day.
Oh gee.
Just realized there is another reason my emotions are all screwy.
Like I said in a previous post, I don't normally pms.
So this is all new too me.
I don't like it. One bit.
But I will take it over excruciating-stay-in-bed-all-day-probably-close-to-labor-pains.
TMI I know.
W/E

-4:44pm -
See ya work place. Time for me to change uniforms and return to the real world.

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