"So That Happened"
That pretty much sums up my day. Despite having big plans of renewing my registration and using a gift card I'd received, one look at my stitched up dachshund this morning, and I knew I'd be hanging around the house today. He had a major surgery yesterday in an effort to "fix" this ... and has been in a lot of pain all day. He's been exhibiting a lot of anxious behaviors, and would almost panic if I left his line of vision/side. Scared that he would do something like rip out his stitches i did a lot of hovering this afternoon. Hovering stresses me out. Being helpless in the face of pain of a non-verbal being is exhausting, not knowing what the screams, or the sudden jerks that leave my bed splattered with blood mean, then finding out he couldn't use the restroom properly due to bandages, which was causing some of the anxiety. Not to mention the fact that I have two puppies in my house I have take care on top of this?
It feels like to much. Despite my almost four hour nap this afternoon, I find myself wanting to crawl right back into bed and shutting everything out.
I'm ready for this whole deal to be over.
However I did finish a book today. I've been slacking in the reading area so it was nice to lose myself in a story once again ...
