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12.10.2010

Reverb10: Wisdom

December 10 – Wisdom Wisdom. What was the wisest decision you made this year, and how did it play out? (Author: Susannah Conway)

My process of making one of the wisest decisions, for 2010, started in 2009 to be honest. I was working a job at the time, that was incredibly stressful, but one I enjoyed greatly, at the same time. I put my best into that job, but I felt as if I was spinning my wheels, and digging myself deeper and deeper into a job that wouldn't help me grow towards any career. I didn't feel appreciated as a employee, I didn't feel my opinion, though asked, was really appreciated, and I grew increasingly frustrated with the constant drama. 
I don't do drama. I started out my "working career" in a drama filled place, and I've vowed not to do that again. However, it seems every other job I get, has that. Hence why I'm not leaving, current drama-less (at least that involves me) job at the moment.
But I digress...
I wasn't happy with how different situations were being handled, and I felt overworked for the pay I was receiving. At the same time I was working another job, that really was my reprieve from my main job, I have an awesome boss, very understanding, easy to work with I couldn't have asked for anyone better. Which made working at Job #1 all the harder to work with. This was a "work from home" job, I spent the majority of my day answering emails, and phone calls..I had to go out and get an email capable phone, simply so I could keep up with all the information, planning and etc I had to do. While I loved being in charge of a whole part of the organization, it was a little much for one person, and though that was brought up several times, it took a lot to get things changed. By that time, I had one foot out the door. 


I know my parents and friends had to be tired of hearing me talk about the things going on. I know I was tired of dealing  with it, and I knew if I wanted to go back to school I could do 40+ hours of work a week. So I ended my employment in January of 2010, and started school again. 


I soon learned what a great decision that was, as school quickly bogged me down and raked me over the coals. There was some aspect I missed, I had some awesome co-workers whom I miss seeing on a regular basis, but overall, it was good for the short term, but not something I needed in my life long term.


And that, my friends, was the wisest decision I made.
But I really miss the money...

12.06.2010

Reverb10 - Day 5-6

December 5 – Let Go. 
What (or whom) did you let go of this year? Why? (Author: Alice Bradley)
This year, I let go of most of my carefully laid out plans for my life. I had so many plans and ideas for how I wanted this year to go...while a few of those did work out, most had to be pitched out the window. I'm ok with it..now, given my control freak tendencies I had to work through theses feelings and be ok with just letting God have control. I have since learned, to focus on one day at a time, there is a time and place for future planning, but every day life sort of things can be "winged".  

December 6 – Make. 
What was the last thing you made? What materials did you use? Is there something you want to make, but you need to clear some time for it? (Author: Gretchen Rubin)

I'm going to run with this topic, and tell you about the last food item I made. Prepare to be dazzled by my cooking abilities. 
The last thing I made was......
.......drum roll............ 
A sandwich! 
Right before I sat down to tackle my last class assignment. 
I used bread, deli ham, lettuce, onions, mayo, salt, pepper and provolone cheese. It was quite good if I do say so myself. Brain food.  :) 

However, this sweet potato casserole, has been on my "cooking to-do" list for quite sometime. Perhaps when finals are done I'll be able to tackle it. 

 

12.04.2010

Reverb10: Wonder

December 4 – Wonder. 
How did you cultivate a sense of wonder in your life this year? 
(Author: Jeffrey Davis)

I am filled with wonder of God.
I am filled with wonder when thinking of the family I have been blessed with.
No matter how much that drive me nuts at time. 
I am filled with wonder when I realize how big of a hole procrastination gets you in.
I am filled with wonder when I think back over the journey of this year, all the trials and troubles I have lived to tell the tail of.
I am filled with wonder at the amazing friends I have been blessed with. I could not have asked for more awesome girls. They motivate me, and encourage me to be a better person.
I am filled with wonder when I see this face. I am so thankful I got to play a small part in life, but am thrilled that he'll be able to change someone elses life for the better.
I am filled with wonder when I think of the health and strength I have been blessed with daily.
I am filled with wonder when I realize I ONLY HAVE ONE MORE WEEK OF SCHOOL LEFT! 
I am lastly, filled with wonder than Justin Bieber has a BOOK out, and that we care enough about him to want to read it.


And cause I'm lazy and don't feel like posting twice...


Christmas time is officially here in my mind. I'm one of those people, who need it to be December before I'm in the "Christmas spirit". It drives me nuts to hear Christmas music the day after thanksgiving. Are we so quick to move from being thankful for what we have to the "Give ME" attitude?

Anyway, last night we kicked off our Christmas season, with our cities Holiday Parade, coming from a small city that loved to throw candy, it was quite disappointing to not get a single.thing at this parade. My Guide Pup Pompei, thought had a blast, with the close proximity of the people around us. Being the social creature he is, he sly thrust his nose under any empty hand he could. And the people, all complied without a single thought. I finally just took off his "future guide dog" vest, and let him be a free agent. A mistake on my part, because once the vest is off he becomes the wild 1yr pup really is.

However, I was mortified by the amount of people, who would just reach down and pet him, without checking to see if he was "friendly" or not. They had no way of reading his body language in the dark, and since his head was all that was sticking out from in between my sister and I, there was no way of seeing whether his tail was wagging or not.

NOTE: A WAGGING TAIL IS NOT AN INDICATION OF WHETHER OR NOT A DOG IS FRIENDLY! MY DACHSHUND WILL WAG HIS TAIL THE ENTIRE TIME HE'S BITING SOMEONE. ALSO NEVER STICK YOUR HAND IN THE FACE OF A STRANGE DOG. Great way to get people!

Even though I know Pompei is an extremely friendly dog, I still cringe when people do this.

But I digress.

After we went to Starbucks to warm up.

I decided to try something different, for once....and it was a big mistake.
The Salted Carmel Hot Chocolate is nasty.
Just FYI.

Today we went to see the Living Christmas Tree, a huge production put on by a church here in town.  I knew my co-workers would be doing security detail this event, so Pompei and I went to find my boss. She got a puppy the same time Pompei came home with me, so she's been keeping up with him via Facebook and me.

She was happy to see him, and Pompei was glad to get some attention.

The play itself was great as usual, its become a tradition especially at the awesome price of... free! :-)


Once home, I decided to pick up an old hobby of mine....crocheting!! I feel a little weird, to be so young and enjoying doing this, but who cares really? lol While I remember how to do everything...um...its not looking like the picture. Great thing about crochet? You can eaisly rip it out and start anew.

Now.

Back to that procrastination thing....

I have a 5 page paper to write before Tuesday.

TATA!


12.02.2010

My Writing

Reverb10: Writing
What do you do each day that doesn’t contribute to your writing — and can you eliminate it?
(Author: Leo Babauta)


Truthfully, I believe I'm my biggest hindrance to my writing. I have all these great ideas in my head, but when it comes to writing them down...I get distracted.


Typically it takes me about a day to write one post... simply due to the fact that I'm trying to do an gazillion other things at the same time. It starts small, first I'll leave the dashboard screen to go edit my photos to be uploaded, then I'll see something that reminds me I need to check __fill in the blank____ on Amazon.com, from their I'll start browsing their book section, then my phone will let me know I have a new email, and I'll go check that; effectively forgetting I was even writing a blog post. 


By the time I happen to click on the tab, housing my draft...the idea, the passion, the thought..is long gone, and I'm left trying to put the pieces of that post back together again.


When I am able to learn to focus...or the internet dies, one or the other, I'm 85% I would be a better writer. 

12.01.2010

One Word...

One word to describe the year Two Thousand and Ten.

Stress.

I think I knew from the first day of January, this year had the potential to be a "toughie." Over the last...shall we say, 21 years, I've learned to trust my gut feelings about some things, and I just KNEW something was not right.
I'd had such high hopes for this year too. I made the difficult decision to quit my second job, in order to relieve some of the drama and stress in my life, as well as go back to school full-time, starting a new major.

However, quitting that job was not an easy task. My boss was very difficult to work with, and she had me doing two people's job at once...getting all that work delegated to other people was a chore. A big chore. Add a brand new 9 week old puppy, that I'd volunteered to raise for the Guide Dog Foundation. Yes, I'd planned on getting another puppy, but.... I didn't plan on it coming a week after I'd hinted about wanting another pup.

Then top that with a $5,000 tuition bill from the school, since I hadn't lived "in-state" for two years. Oh! And lets not forget the teacher who was determined to make my life as difficult as possible while we're at it.

Is anyone depressed now?

Life really didn't get much better, as the year progressed.. I was paying out much more than I was bringing in, the school's financial aid system was sending me through the ringer, and the billing center at the college, kept harassing me, about payments that I could.not.afford...to the point I was about to break down.

Summer saw me fostering a "demon dog" determined to make my life and my dogs lives miserable. Which she succeeded in doing. My roommate even moved out during this time, and left me to deal with her by myself. She didn't do it on purpose I know, but explain that too my sleep, and stressed out brain. We finally found her a home, and life started looking up............

The Fall semester started ok, but progressively got worst, as once again the financial aid office, dropped the money noose around my neck by only paying $350 towards my school. Thanks guys! That'll cover...one book...maybe two.

And we'll not mention the near loss of my driver's license, $200 in court fees, drama, not to mention the invasion of some annoying, extremely hard to get rid of pest in my home, that nearly sent me over the edge.

Some how, I'm still alive through it all. Thank you God.

However, words cannot describe the feelings I get when thinking about December 31, 2010.

I can only get better from here..right?

So my word for 2011 is simple:

Puppies. 
I picked that word, because that's the only "sure" thing, besides the fact that God is in control here, that I know about next year, I refuse to dwell on all the uncertainties that will carry over from 2010.

~ Erin 

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