Disapointments

And people wonder why I love my dogs so much.
The biggest disappointment they will bring me is maybe peeing on the carpet.
I love my friends, past and present.
The ones that have been actual friends, and even those whom with I just share memories.
I'm not going to go into details, but once again I put my faith in someone and once again they have let me down. I was determined not to let the past dictate how the future for us was going to be, but when I find myself in the same position as in the past, I wonder why I try?


I know this is what God wants me to do, but that doesn't make it easy. I'd really just like to withdraw myself completely but I know I can't do that. I really want to be friends, but I can only do so much by myself.


Its a two way street.


Grr.


A disappointed,

No Drama...!

I just realized something....
I have officially been drama free for about three months now.
How Ka-RAZY is that????

If you'd known some of things I've been through with my past job(s), you would know...

I can come home, and leave my job at the pd and not think about it, until I get back there the next afternoon or morning. An amazing feeling.

My first job was like diving into a vat of sharks, there was so much "she said ...Oh No she didn't" EVERDAY, I couldn't get to sleep at night, just dreading going to work the next day. On top of that the owner of the facilities and the manager didn't get along, we were hiring new co-workers every month it seemed....I had to leave after about 8 months.
Next job was pleasantly drama free.
Job number 3, right back in the drama pool again. *shudders*
Job number 4 if there is drama I don't get to be a part of it. And I'm perfectly happy about that.
Which if we go according to my odds, I'd better just stay put!